Today is... 11/5/2019

Today happened two bad things.

1, I went to causeway and Belfast in the language school reception.

I hope to make a friend.

But I didn't.......

Almost student already had a group.

2, I saw a hiring add of Japanese restraint.

They looking for Japanese people!

And my friend works there.

I send a message to her.

”I'm interested in that.
However, if don't you want that, I understand.
I don't wanna make you feel bad never.”

She sends me that ”I don't know if we take you or not but sorry actually it's not something I feel comfortable with. sorry😖”

I'm very sad.

I have been sad......

I understand her.

Because we are a friend.

So maybe if she was OK, she let me that.

Again I understand her but quite sad😭 

BUUUUT!

I invited my friend to dinner.

She came.

I was so happy and she makes my healing.

Fight me fight me.